these few days never bloq due to some reasons .
iim finally met a problem dhat may decides my future life .
hmmm , mye mind is like in a dilemma ..
ie really love hym , but bcors of some problems , he gotta go in jail .
maybe a yr or two .. we were actually tgt but bcors he scared if he go in dhen ie at outside zao sai hym ..
dhen he promise me dhat we break first dhen when he come out lerh dhen patch bck .
iim like , WTF , dhen hwe m iie goinq to survive siiahs ..
FRANKLY speakinq , he is the 1st guy hu treat me supersuper good lorhs.
he is like damn attentive to me .. X.X
he prepared toothpaste for me before bed and in th-morninq when ie stayover at his hse ..
and of cors many other thinqs dhat r not easy to describe but ie jux feel very xing fu lorhs..
haiishaiis~ . my relatiionship is owaes not going smoothly .. frm th-very fiirst one till nwe :'(
on one siide of me , ie wanna waiit forr hym .
but on another siide , iim thinking whether ie shld give up .
cors iie very scared his feelinqs will fade when he come out nd mye wait will be wasted .
iie noe iie shld trust hym since ie love hym so much , but when iie sayy iie will wait for hym to come out and dunnid to break derhs .
dhen he sayy, things are hard to sayy ... jux dhis sentence dhat came out frm his mouth made me feel super unsecured ..
**anybodyy out there cnn gimme some
suggestiions/comments on whether
ie shld wait for hym ?**
