looks like im mre destined to be single .
most of my relationships don't last .
shall start my cooling down period and just see see look look bahs
until i cn prove that that person is serious thn i consider getting into relationship
really dun wish to have anymre heartbreaks anymre =x
its unbearable , i hate that kinda feeling .
tears rolling dwn everynight just to force myself aslp .
wanting him to be by my side so badly whn im really sick
yah , i just recovered frm food poisoning .
it was so bad until i was referred to Changi General Hospital and was put on drip D;
nao my arm blue black due to th needle . * pain *
well , i am in th healing heart in process
i miss him , i teared
i knw thats gna be temporarily
i knw it'll end soon
as long as th world haven end , i will nvr collapse (:
off to fb nao
anyway ,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YILING ;Dsee ya ltr (:
haiis
at workplace nao super boring
decided to wait for baby till 10
if by 10 he haven call me I straight away go hme liiaos
disappointed is wad i cn only say bahs
wanting to meet him so eagerly yet mcm cnt meet D;
Mixed emotions naoxzcxzc
how I wish I cn hug him nao
cn just lay in his arms and slp
but whn will it ever happen ?
no chance I guess
shall stop here first
off for puff and continue wait for his call or text
hope to see his text soon >.<
missing him badly =x
okay .
shall update my blog songs .
you are nao tuned in to the following songs .
1 ) Kissing you
2 ) Dreaming of you
3 ) I Do ( Cherish you )
the lyrics are damn meaningful (:
enjoy ;D
hiiehiie
back for blogging
im nao multi tasking
blogging && talking wiv bibi ♥ at th same time
hehehs ;D
imisshimttmx !
hope we cn meet on fri *teary eyes*
but oso cnt hug him
bcors he's fasting
so mux respect his religion
i so so gna be his superuberduper understanding girlf ;D
shall stop here && continue my talk with bibi
♥ILOVEHIM♥
okay
i shall stop procastinating and start to blog since im at this page
last few days were like damn damn worried for bibi
but this morning he finally texted me ;D
im so so so happyy de larhs
but he ask me to give him some time alone first as he needs to get ovr th stress he's having
and i shall play my part here and be his uber understanding GIRLF ^^
i dunnid to cry to sleep at night alrdy ;D
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to bibi if ue see this ,
you are a wonderful BOYF im having
i nvr regret being tgt wiv you
i dunnid a wealthy life
i wan a SIMPLE one ;D
i knw i have told you umpteens times
but this will be th one assuring you
you have ur probs , you may not share with me
AND i wont force you too (:
just ALWAYS rmb this .
no matter wad happens , i'll always be somewhere here , for YOU
i may not be able to help you with ur probs .
but i can be here lending you my ears , giving you "cheer up" hugs&kisses , && my shoulders for you to lay on too !
Lastly , what i wna say is just I LOVE YOU && I truly mean it .
hoping you can gimme a chance to stay by you as long as possible .
hiiehiie
back for blogging
just came back frm kukup island
it shld be an enjoyable one
but , smth made me cnt enjoy it
idk wads bibi thinking .
smth happened before i left to kukup
whn we were supposed to meet
aft that no matter how many times i texted / cor him
he didnt reply me at all .
until this morning 4am he texted me .
i replied thn he didnt reply le
im really scared of losing this relationship
but i cnt control it
it seems to be out of control
sigh D:
shall talk abt wad i did at kukup island
it's fun .
did many things i cnt do at all ovr here in spore
riding bike , putting fire crackers , fireworks , wishing lantern (though it failed) *kong ming deng*
lives there is much at a slower pace as compared to here
really matches th simple life i always wanted
but wads th use
i cnt enjoy at all
fear of him leaving me is with me
wad cn i do nao ?
super confused D;
cries
well , nao at work super boring
everybody is so moody today >.<
dk why
but I'm like so HIGH larhs !!!
miss bibi sooooooo much
he's working naoxczzxczx >.<
really pray hard he cn end work early today
thn he cn cme find me ;D
although I say at least 1 week meet 1 time
but of course I'll wna meet mre times if possible lurhs >.<
who dun wish to meet mre
missdiehim<3
