Short blogging :))
Nearly late for work today because got on the bus late.
Went for drinks with friends thn home.
This is my daily routine. Boring life uhs ?
Hais. Shall blog another time.
Sleepygirl92 >.<
goodnight
I'm blogging !
Enjoyed myself with Boyfieee today except one regret, didn't managed to go Tampines Ikea and watch Johnny English Reborn.
Kept wanting to watch when it's advertisement starts.
But, never had th chance to do so.
Went ECP with Boyfieee for cycling today.
Nearly cycled th whole ECP manzxc !
Saw SPCA holding event there with many awesomely cute puppies and dogs ! *SOTEMPTING!*
then saw some religious stuffs also.
Cycled until my butt hurts ! But can go dating with Boyfieee I'm happy enough :D
Aftermath, burgerking > McPherson (see 九皇宫 "invite water" at ECP thn hiong into their shuttle bus to their temple) > homed > dinner with Boyfieee's family (Boyfieee's daddy treat , thankew !) > back to ECP to see 金山寺 "invite water" > homed !
Shall end this post with the F1 fireworks I see from our house :) (apologies for th poor quality, took using iPhone)
Gotta go! Kthxbai!
Current music : I'm gonna miss you
Current mood : depressed ?
Shall blog now since I'm on my way home alone.
Today seriously suay max!
Forgot to bring my ezlink card therefore cnt train home. Gna bear with th long bus trip. Hopefully I don't get "bus-sick".
Seriously, I don't know where I stand at work.
I somehow felt like left out. Idk why.
But I think I shall just try to get used to it and bear for another 1year 4months and I'm outta this shit place.
I can't find my smile, my true laughter, my true self or even my own world there.
Everything seems to be so fuckedup to me.
Having to adapt to each and everyone's temper, attitude & maybe words that carries special meaning.
You may say I'm sensitive, but that's how I feel.
I won't say I'm perfect. & I know I'm not.
But at least I try to blend in. Through all efforts I've tried, I confessed, I failed.
I can't seems to find back the happiness I used to have while working like th past.
Yes, I miss my past. I miss those times where my ex-colleagues and me were having so much fun time bonding together.
Now? Each and everyone only cares for their own feelings?
You may have to bear having to listen to stuffs you may not like to hear.
Sometimes, I really wonder. Am
I really not suitable for this line?
Or is it because I really don't have th experience thats why having difficulty in juggling both positions , Therapist cum consultant.
Who don't want money? Who don't want sales?
But things around me just make me lose that mood to do what I initially planned to do.
Anybody teach me what to do? How to do? I'm seriously drained.
I can't help myself but to dragged myself to work everyday.
I cant find that motivation, that adrenaline, that drive that make me go work happily.
I used to so look forward to work. But now, I really wish I can just rot.
Here I am, at another point of life, wishing I can just leave the world && stop thinking...
Finally, today's my off day. (okay, not finally. Been geng-ing mc && on leave few days ago)
This job has been stripping my health & beauty away from me. Face cui, body cui, most imptly, life cui!
I can't rmb when is the last day I enjoyed myself to the max with my favorite night life, going out late night not having to worry so much of no money go home. Lowly paid, given peanuts of penny yet expect us to dig gold for them. Seriously, fuckyeah! Wait long long also don't have.
I'll nvr stop complaining abt my job until the day I leave this company so bear with me uh ^^
Woke up first at about 8am to give baby his Jiayous huggies & kisses before he's off to work.
Same thing goes on everyday.
Then back to sleep.
Wokeup again at 9+am because of my body automated clock.
Thn nua all the way go baby's ahma hse for breakfast.
Baby's mommie cook for me Maggie goring with sunnyegg! Yummy !
Went back to bed to nua again.
I never fail to feel lazy on off day ^^Y
Nua until 1pm thn go shower.
MRT-ed to Nex to do my facial at Mary Chia.
Pain max due to the extractions but worth it larhs (:
Thn bus-ed to AMK HQ to try my luck see if can meet dao Laifu bro. His phone spoil.
Waited about 20mins & saw him.
Lucky me!
Waited about 5mins for him to finish his reporting.
Then bus-ed to Blk 1 meet Jasmine.
Reached there saw Jeffery & ahbang.
Chatted awhile then walked to blk 309 for light meal (okay. Not very light)
Then walked back to blk 1 again.
At blk 1 saw some retardeds singing some oldies like 甜蜜蜜, 月亮代表我的心 & 热情的沙漠. Smurfing noisy lor!
Then baby and his uncle come fetch me go Ubi put thing. Then homed.
This is how I spent my off day. Life less uh? Hais. Now I only hope that I can leave this company for good. Pray hard for me pls.
Baby, rmb this, I'll love you always. No matter what happen. Iloveyou!
Hellos! I'm back :)
it's has been fucking long since I last blogged I know. Pardon me uh :)
I'm gonna blog now whenever I have something on mind. Although nobody's reading this space anymore at least I can't rant.
But not for today, let's keep this space a cool place for the moment :) let picture tell you how am I =)
