hiiehiie .
back fo blogging .
sorry didnt blog ytd cors i thon-ning outside .
shall blog mre today .
finally , im officially 18 .
but , pathetically , this year's birthday is not a happy one .
not wad i expected .
i wanted go club , but bcors staying at aunt's house , cnt go .
ended up , went to samshui for LD training .
didn't train oso . all forgot my presence .
sitting thre like an idiot waiting for them to end D:
thn nvm . whn Hong Zai reach , we had a meeting .
whn he not tokking to us , i merely said i wan drink water . tio diao _!_
nccbknnxczxz .
thn bcors quite late le nvr eat lunch & dinner , gastric pain .
nobody realised whn i pain like fuck n cry le thn ppl rmb me .
haiis . just nao whn on th bus on my way back .
thot of many things .
why is my life is such a massive mass ?
i dun have a dad , a house , a most simple thing , family warmth .
past 17 years , at least my mum will buy me a slice of cake for my birthday .
this yr ? not even a piece of SHIT !
wan get ten bucks frm her to top up my ezlink , all i get is a shouting of " I NO MONEY LA !"
wadthfuck !shll end my post here le .
no mood to continue .
TBC . *crying*
goodnight
bye ...
