hiiehiie .
back for blogging ...
well , thanks for everyone's concern here & at FB .
im feeling a lil btr .
1% btr .
he came fetch me frm work just nao .
but hubby , sorry .
im still tryinq tu get over that matter .
simply hurts me too much
tears flow down whnever i think of it .
two days of flowing tears .
trying real hard not to think abt it .
but i aint that strong .
i may look strong ; but im weak .
weaker whn ue hurt me .
whye cn ue jux act like nth happen .
i jux cnt . having dinner wiv ue jux nao .
ue saw me in a daze .
thats how i am whn i thinking abt it .
ue witnessed my flowing tears .
i cnt lose ue .
thats th reason why im still holding on .
although it hurts alot in my heart .
im cherishing ue . i really do .
letting lose nao .
not controlling ue anymre .
drink all ue wan .
do wadever ue wan .
i wan ue tu be happy rather thn restricted .
pls hold me tight like how i am holding on to this relationship nao .
i rather feel breathless thn to feel so free .
puhleasee ...
and peepos reading this post , yah .
my current mood : UBER FUCKING SUPER DUPER DOWN .
pardon me
sorry for this boring post .
will post interesting ones whn i feel much mre btr .
goodnight peepos .
buhbyee ....
YeoXiaoQian , imissyou .
i need someone to have a heart-to-heart talk nao .
im feelin terrible .
getting cheated by Boyf isnt a good feeling .
