I guess I have gotten used to being alone on my off days. Hinted my brother through his girlf about my off day hoping he'll remember me. I guess I pinned my hopes kinda high and I got back disappointment. I'm starting to feel he's more like my other friends rather then my brother. Only remembers me when he needs something from me.
Today is just another day, where loneliness came to find me. Woke up only to realise it's 1030am, didn't remember bbyboy kissed me before he left for work. Guess he wants me to sleep later so as to not wake me up with his passionate hugs and kisses. Rotted at home till about 12plus with super aching back, showered and went out alone. Went to Funan IT mall wanted to go to the Dell Direct Store to service my tablet streak but they are closed due to Sitex -.- Then bused home. While on the bus, thoughts ran around my mind. Why am I alone? Where are my friends? Why did we drifted? Didn't bothered to think of any answers. Nevertheless, why should I bother when nobody remembers me.
Reached home, boyf's family prepared dinner already. Rotted awhile more then had my dinner. Watched teevee and edited my blog stuffs.
This is how I spend my free days. Boyf's gna be back home after 10pm tonight due to his RT. I've relied on him too much till I don't know what to do without his existance.
Eyes kinda painful. Gna rest. Tadah!
