What's the definition of life to you?
To me, life should be enjoyable. It must to be lived at its fullest.
When I'm typing this post out, I'm dragging my feet to work. Something really bores/stress me out. To the extent that I actually dreamt of that Justice Bao (my boss) scolding & stressing me out. Why am I so stupid to sign that fucking piece of paper and get myself stuck for at least a year? I really blame myself for being so soft at times.
If 2012 were to end like this, I'm. Ot satisfied. I have not lived my life to the fullest yet. I have not made my life enjoyable yet. I'm living my life as though I'm carrying stones weighing a tonne. Money is never enough. Why is the world treating everybody so unfair ? Why am I not born with a golden spoon in my mouth? Yes there are people much more worse then me but who don't want to have more? Tell me, who's really satisfied with their wealth, power and strength?
I want a life whereby I can shop whatever I want, drive a car to wherever I wish to once I have gotten my license, not having to have debts here and there. The list goes down....
Just give me a chance to lead my life happily and I'm satisfied.
P.S at least I'm glad that this bby boy of mine is by my side despite all ups & downs 💗💗💗
